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Name: Raven
Country: United States
State: Arkansas
Metro: Searcy
Gender: Female
Interests: Reading, watching cheesy reality shows, talking with my friends, reading all these crazy weblogs, and listening to music. I LOVE to listen to music!
Expertise: Babysitting...it's what I do every other day.
Homework, since I have a few more years of that coming up. Talking..ask anyone that knows me LOL!!
Occupation: Full time student. Only I don'
Industry: Other
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  babyhay101
MSN: hay_26_11@hotmail.com
ICQ:  112677060
Yahoo:  cavaren57
Member Since:
3/22/2004
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| Hey everyone, guess what? It's my Happy Birthday!!!
Or as I like to call it, Thanksgiving..EXTRAVAGANZA!!!
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| Oh dear friends, it is almost time for Thanksgiving. I was talking to someone about this last night. I told him that while the food is good, I look forward to just being with all of my family. It's loud and fun. It's almost like we just can't get enough of each other. Even though I'm an adult now, many of my relatives still look at me as a kid. I know it's not because they don't value me or respect me as an adult. It's more along the lines of knowing me as my mother's daughter. How do you see someone differently who will forever in your mind be a little girl? And you know, I can live with that. I really can.
Thanksgiving this year is also going to be doubly great because it is also my birthday this year. I have named the event Thanksgiving EXTRAVAGANZA!!! (in your head, you should say this with a high pitch voice). I'm so excited to be turning 27, even though I can't believe the year has gone by so quickly. 27 years seemed to happen in a blink of an eye. I'm ready for it. I'll write more later.
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| I am amazed at what the world values (and de-values) today. I'm watching Dr. Phil right now, which is a mistake, and the guests on the show make me sick. One of the guests on this show said that the no one today values marriage, and that men are biologically designed to cheat. The other guest said that she "helps" marriages by sleeping with married men. That it helps their marriages to other women. What a load of bull on all accounts! I can't believe that there are people who really think and feel this way. The reason that people cheat and don't value marriage is because we have lost regard for others in general. When we no longer respect each other in the world, we will never respect each other in marriage. I'm not yet married, but I am surrounded by people who are. I have known them long before they married, and I know that they took the respect and love for those around them, and they have translated that into a marriage situation. Cheating is a choice. It always is. And that choice affects everyone involved. That's all for now. | | |
| I love the fall. I love the colors and the cool weather. What I don't love is the fact that ladybugs love my bedroom! They are literally everywhere, and I don't think I like it. I'm always afraid that they're going to fall into my drinks when I'm not looking, or fall into my mouth when I'm sleeping (hey, it could happen). Other than that, I really do love the fall.
On another note, my friend Brandy is going to have a baby soon. I'm really excited for her, and I can't wait to meet her little boy. I'm going to spend the next week or so with her until the baby comes. The guy she is with works until late at night, and I don't feel comfortable knowing she's home alone this close to having a baby. Last night was the first night of hanging out, and it went really well. Derrick and Leslie came over and we watched tv and talked. It was really fun, and I'm glad we were all together. I'm going to head back over there this afternoon and get done for her the things she wants to get done. I'll write more later.
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| For the last few days my computer has been going completely nuts. It is amazing the things you learn about yourself (mainly what to change about yourself) when your computer decides to act like you work for it, and not the other way around. One of the things I learned was patience, because fixing something or waiting on things should allow you sweet anticipation. Most of the time, I just experience greed and it feeds on me like crazy until I get what I want. Even then, it might not be enough. The second thing I started to realize about myself is that I don't walk in my life with much humility. I ask for help with my problems, but when I don't get the answers I want with the speed I want...well, I'm a tyrant. I have to learn that I'm not owed help or answers, so when I get those things, my spirit has to be humble. The last thing I learned is to always say thank you....and to say it like I mean it.
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